yap sesh -.-

any1 else feel like they cant b happy when theyre single?? whenvr im single im desperately looking for a partner or some other way to get affection nd love.. -,- whenvr im actually IN a relationship tho, im constantly stressed nd scared that my partners gunna lose feelings or smthn... i have RLLY bad communication issues (and abandonment and trust and like way 2 many,,,) so i always feel like gut wrenching guilt ovr small things :// nd i get zo scared when i feel a small nrgy shift! like ik i cant expect paragraphs of love evry day but its still scary.. ive also nvr broken up w anyone, only bn broken up w. i think itz cuz i just dont ever rlly lose feelings, nd at this age ppl r constantly losing feelings nd its hard 4 a relationship 2 last more than a year... yea tho, i luv my gf and hope we last as long as possible <3

wut category is this?? idk...