11/10/24 HAI NEW ENTRY AFTER SOEM TIME

It's been a while since I've written anything here and maybe it's because I've been really busy but mostly because I've been really distracted. I stopped riding here because a lot of stuff has been happening in my life, i feel like no matter how much time goes by I still haven't really changed. But the same time I applaud myself for making it this far even with the problems that I have. To give you a short little update on my life. For a while I've been taking medication for my mental health and next week or should I say next Friday I'm going to be tested. I don't really want to tell my parents much about it because I'm very nervous about what they'll think even though I already told my mom but I haven't went to detail.
Recently me and Emma have been talking while I wouldn't say recently I mean for a while several months now we've been talking and I've been spending lots of time making her notebook after she sent me a very. Beautiful package full of things that I love very dearly even if it has Uncle Gus's ugly face on it. I'm currently almost to the end of the notebook again I'm sorry I haven't really come here much to text anything or write anything I don't know how that works. And I know I talk like I'm in an interview or something special but I think I just really like talking to myself because. The best person that can listen to you is you. 
I think something that would be very appropriate to blog is the fact that My nieces now live with me and they've been living with me since August the end of August actually. It's been really hectic lately with my sister but other than that things own have been pretty normal. 
joel (the girls dad) came over to stay for a week, which i thought was really nice since chasey hasnt bothered to visit them at all. anywho, thats all the updates i have for now, i dont feel like writting a bunch