the yt boy curse :( + my first blog entry~

ok soooo this is my first ever blog entry on this website and im gonna use it to complain...obvi.

I AM CURSEDDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!! and that curse is my like for yt men(im mixed lol) 

i seem to have a obsession with any nerdy, dorky, loser looking yt man i come across and i need it to stopppp bcuz atp im desperate for anyone and i mean DESPERATE

like theres this one guy at my school who ive had a crush on(i just think hes rlly cute) for 3 YEARS!!!!!!!!! and the biggest move ive made is following him on insta and complimenting his music taste like......reallll smooth ig

as for all the others minus 1 its mainly cuz they give me attention and im a attention WHORE like i cant say i rlly like the 2 others at my school cuz one of them i dont even find attractive i just like that he gives me attention and i see him more as a friend WHICH MIGHT SOUND BAD BUTTTTT its mutual in the friend aspect

as for the other one i do find him attractive.....but the level of attractiveness might just be bcuz hes 100% toxic+has the style of rodrick heffley+makes STRONG eye contact with me which i both luv and h8 cuz eye contact scares me but also makes me go all heart eyes iykyk

newaysssssss i think this is all im gunna say for my first entry but i had to let this all out cuz i luv telling every1 my business and i had to let my curse be known!!!!

laterz-cam~~~~~