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˙⋆˙Blog no. 1✮⋆˙

first blog these wont be so priv bc nobody ik uses this lmfao. ANYWAYS.

so basically, i got a dilemma, I met this guy on snap quick add and after a few days i found out surprisingly he only lived 15 min away and was the same age. he recommended we go out and that day we went to dinner, he took me to a dessert place, and we chilled in his car. magical. we lit had the same interests and everything, I thought this man was perfect. they way he was laying his head on my knees looking at me while talking is something I can't forget. And on the way home he had his hand on my thigh while he was driving, and we were listening to Lana del Rey HOW COULD I NOT FALL FOR HIM. so, in sum, a great fuckin time. And the next day i was talking about how I wanted to see the Smile 2 movie and next thing you know he sends me a screenshot that he bought tickets for it. HELLO. I was so giddy is that not so cute. he picks me up and before we go to get snacks from a gas station, he takes me to grab a hoodie from his house (AHH) and I got to wear it bc he insisted it was cold. Anyways, we get snacks and goof around and then eventually go to the movies. At the movies we noticed the arm part separating us could be moved so he moved it and we cuddled (YAY) It was so nice to have that physical contact since I haven't had anything romantic in almost a year. anyways, we basically cuddle the whole movie (which was scary asf btw) and he was lit periodically kissing the top of my head throughout it. After, I had to go straight home but since then he hasn't hung out with me and won't ask me to, we've still been talking and ive brought up hanging out but I just wish he could make the plans so I could see him again. Sad part is it's been 3 WEEKS. WAS IT CASUAL??? idk im gna try and ask. pray for me guys.

˙⋆˙11/10/24˙⋆˙