I struggle so deeply to express myself most of the time. It's not even that I'm stupid or lacking in my lexicon. I know all the words, but I can never arrange them quite well enough to tell who I need to what I'm feeling. I can never seem to convey my true and honest ideas in full to another human directly. This is a constant and unending issue that I'm trying to deal with, but it hasn't gotten much easier yet sadly. But I have found a way to discuss my true thoughts, my real thoughts, to another human. Indirectly. The music I make has slowly become my most potent and raw emotions, commonly painting out my thoughts better than any conversation ever could. I struggle connecting to other people, but I find that I'm connecting to them through my music, and that means a lot.

PLEASE TEACH THE YOUTH TO EXPRESS THEMSELF