grrrrrrr

its 4am right now and im so tired but if i lay down i wont fall asleep and tomorrow ill wake up without all this dopamine i have right now from scrolling through pinterest, listening to my favorite music, and working on a fanfic. and this isnt like a "once every year" thing i do this all the time but sometimes it just hits sooooo good that i literally dont want to pull away or anything but like. im about to pass the fuck out so uhhh