tf is wrong w me brah

why tf am i ashamed to even join spacehey groups bro whats wrong with me like, yeah i inderstand i have social anxiety and stuff but its SPACEHEY, INTERNET, ONLINE like no one knows me here and i want to have new friends and stuff but why if they start thinking "bro this girl is so weirdddd" or smth like that idk i think im just venting rn omg im gonna stfu k bye