IM SO EXCITED

11/9/2024

OMGGGG IM SO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK. ok so basically next week on saturday im gonna have my first official photoshoot! its gonna be horror themed too. heres the story: so since ive always wanted to do something in front of a camera (wether its acting, modeling, or even theater, just as long as theres people involved since im extroverted) then ive been joining casting sites where people upload casting notices and stuff. 2 days ago i found someone looking for a model or really anyone to do a horror themed photoshoot with in a town that they live in. i reached out and asked for some more info. they'd do fx makeup and then take some shots around town. its a fair trade though so its not payed. i immediately went to my mom and BEGGED to let her let me go. with enough talking and convincing, she finally agreed. so i set up a date with the photographer, and yeah! its next saturday!! i cant believe its really that easy. i cant wait for the pics! i wonder what theyre gonna end up looking like. the makeup too. i think that this might be some kind of beginning of a potential career. ill keep updating!!

this is also my first entry :) im probs gonna use it most to keep track of the things i do and to keep myself busy- instead of using a journal.

so far ive been trying to work on myself as much as i can for now. ive been working out every day (mostly for myself for the benefits, but also to look good for my dance which is in exactly 2 weeks and im super excited for as well lol), ive been drinking more water and tea, and cutting out refined sugar and trying to eat a bit cleaner. ive also been trying to stay consistent with practicing playing guitar every single day.

since i dont really have too much to do, ive been wondering what to focus on the most. education is hard to focus on since its really just me, the internet, and my Korean language course. i feel like education will be my side-main hobby. i feel like i NEED to do something that will bring me money ASAP. i really want to get a job, but my mom wont let me get a work permit, so thats not gonna happen. i wanna start something where i can make money asap because i wanna start saving up money to live a somewhat easier life when i become old enough to drive and rent places. i need to either make money through something online, or through the castings ive mentioned. i could also do something around my neighborhood, but i feel like not that many people are interested in having a teen do things that they could do themselves. its also usually not as much of a paying gig as id like it to be. i am a bit limited with what i can do, but ill stick with what i have and do my best with what i have. if anyone has any recs, lmk!

as of now im mostly looking for opportunities to act. i want to start as a background actor, since thats one of the best ways to start building an acting portfolio. i have seen a LOT of castings posted, but those have requirements of older ages. i would love to join an agency to help me out with finding opportunities, but my mom isnt quite supportive of that since you’re more likely to be required to travel and i cant really travel much. nonetheless, i will be on the lookout!!

cya 😋