11/9/24

hiiiii i wanted to blog the past few dayz n i kept forgetting so ill talk abt some stuff that happened on halloween and at skool !!! on halloween we got to wear our costumez to skool, n i dressed up as anarchy from magical destroyerz !! :D in my first period, french, we played a halloween themed bingo but in french and we even got to be on our phonez which is krazy cuz usually we're never allowed !! then in math (period 2) nothing interesting happened but this one kid thatz been bullying me since 5th grade, so for 3 yearz now, gave me a weird look ;-; like itz halloween idk why he was looking at me for dressing up on a day when ur SUPPOSED TO DRESS UP. like sorry im creative n ur just wearing nike tech like hello ?? then period 3, science, we had a substitute teacher n we didnt even do any work we just watched this video for the whole class that was science but also kinda halloween themed, it was about animalz that ppl are scared of and have made them seem like theyre "monsterz" and it was pretty interesting tbh but THEN IT SHOWED BUGZ which is my biggest fear like, ever. itz okay tho cuz uhhh idk but itz fine XD then 4th period, orchestra WE STILL HAD TO PLAY OUR INSTRUMENTZ LIKE BRUH ;-; but whateverzzz n then language artz (5th period) we had to watch ppl present their projectz based on a book club we had to do, i actually presented 2 dayz ago (thursday) which was terrifying but ill talk abt that later >_< and then at lunch i sat with my bsfz that dressed up as dipper, bill cipher, and mabel !! we then had a contest during lunch for most creative costume, best group costume, scariest costume, n i think there were a couple other categoriez too i js cant remember. but my friendz went to try n win best group costume N LTRLLY THE LULULEMON POPULAR GIRLZ THAT ALL DRESSED UP AS SOULJA BOY WON. or however u spell his name. AND THEY WERENT EVEN CREATIVE THEY JUST WORE A WHITE TSHIRT, GRAY ATHLETIC SWEATPANTZ, AND SUNGLASSEZ. IT WAS THE MOST BASIC SHIT EVER N MY FRIENDZ WERE ACTUALLY CREATIVE LIKE. WE WERE SO PISSED BRO. but whatever, then i had history for 6th period and nothing much happened but this girl thatz somewhat popular n im kinda friendz w her cuz in 6th grade my ex bsf replaced me with her but ANYWAY !! she compliemnted my costume :333 then PE BRO I WAS SO SCARED I WAS GONNA HAVE TO CHANGE FOR PE OR SOME SHIT BUT I DIDNT HAVE TO :DDDD AND EVEN THE SPORTZ WERE OPTIONAL THAT DAY !!! ^_^ so i just sat on the bleacherz n worked on a drawing of me n my bsf eliz in our halloween costumez :3 then i went home n put on my wig n fixed my makeup n i started crying and almost fucked up my makeup cuz my mom deadnamed me like 5 timez but itz okay guyz !!!! then i didnt have anyone to trick or treat with so i went w my sisterz and my mom saw her friendz n started talking shit abt me to them n when i told her i could hear everything she was saying she started guilt tripping me n going "yeah i know im just such a horrible mom, right ? i already know u hate me" BRO SHUT UPPPPPPPPP. anyway then my dad came home from work so i went with him n it was a lot better cuz my dad is ltrlly so awesomesauce :3 then i went home n made a couple tiktokz with my sisterz n then i went eepy sleepy ! :3 n then last week i dont remember on what day, but in history this one rlly popular but nice girl im friendz with hugged me n then this random kid that i cant tell if he hatez me or js likez being annoying cuz sometimez we joke abt stuff together n shit but he told the girl like "she doesnt like being touched" n then he turned to me n was like "u dont like being touched right ?" n i was js like "idk it dependz who it is" n then the popular girl corrected him abt my pronounz n she said "yo quit using she" n she kept saying that to him till he stopped n it MADE ME SO HAPPY ???? like idr mind if i get misgendered cuz i know i dont pass but like that was so sweet of her i was ltrlly so happy for the rest of the day after that >_< ALSO earlier hat same day i was fixing my hair in the bathroom n i recently dyed it, and this other girl was there n she said "ooo did u dye ur hair again ??" n i was like "yeah !!!" n my hair'z pink with purple and black raccoon tailz in the bangz n she said "aww itz so pretty i love the stripez" AND I QUOTE she said "it js brightened up my day itz so pretty" AND IT WAS LTRLLY SO SILLIE LIKE THAT WAS SO SWEET WHAT THE FART ^_^ and then yesterday (friday) at recess i got on my phone n started playing 3008 on roblox n it was kinda funny >_< and then on wednesday and thursday i forced one of my bsfz to watch "how to get pregnant by six seams" on both dayz in a row XD i think more stuff happened that i js cant remember abt but whateverzzz :33 OH ALSO yesterday i was walking to one of my classez n this random teacher said "oh my god ur hair is so pretty" AND LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA WHY R SOME PPL SO NICE ISTG IM ABOUTTA CRY WRITING TS T_T aaaaaaaaaaand thatz pretty much it !!! ill blog more frequently so yeah !! bai bai :3

EDIT (5 hourz after i originally posted this) also in science yesterday i said the newton'z cradle was on my kin list n it was funni >_<

ANOTHER EDIT (11/10/24) i totally forgot to talk abt my presentation in language artz !! i had to do it on thursday (3 dayz ago) and it was actually fucking terrifying. when i practiced the presentation with my group  a couple dayz prior i couldnt stop stuttering n i was terrified id do that again but i surprisingly didnt so that was at least good ! i made a timeline on a posterboard and a trifold talking abt like metapphorz and symbolism in the book or wtv n my teacher was liek "do you wanna the timeline around the class so people can check it out ??" n as soon as he said that, this kid who sitz in the very front of the classroom, near where i was presenting WHO'Z A FUCKING BITCH started getting up from his seat and was like "BET" n i told my teacher "um maybe when we finish the presentation" and then that kid was like "aww" n like i KNOW he js wanted to see my timeline so he could make fun of me for it after class like fuck off. >x[ and at the end of class i guess my teacher forgot or something so i didnt even have to show the ppl my timeline up close >_< but our book that we read was pretty ass it was called "watch us rise" n it was abt liek feminism n i understand like the authorz had a good message in MIND but the way they executed it was ASSSSSS. anyway one of the group memberz was quoting something from the book talking abt like "if god is a spirit why does he have to be portrayed as a man why cant he be embodied by a woman" or something like that and the annoying kid i was talking abt earlier ltrlly STOOD UP from his seat and started talking abt christianity even tho he'z ltrlly jewish ?? n like im not religious but ion agree w what the book said liek thatz just how their religion is structured n it workz for them n therez a history to it too so i think that quote from the book was stupid too n i think the other group memberz thought that too n like we never said we AGREE with it i think she was just quoting it to back up a statement but like the teacher didnt even do anything when the kid started disrupting the whole fucking class. then after our group presented we just had freetime for the rest of the class and that same annoyign kid ive been talking abt the whole time started saying like "therez only two genderz" n he said "everyone deservez to live except gay people" but he finished the sentence quietly so only the people near him heard, and one of the nice popular girlz that i dont know well but she'z nice, she said "what did u say ??? repeat that" like in a mocking way or whatever n he said "everyone deservez to live !!" and then she went "except.... ?" n he was like "i never said except !" n it was js a whole thing but like okay bud pack it UPPPPPPPPP. also he'z alwayz talking abt diddy and like almost saying the n word (he'z white) and once the whole class had like a shared google doc where we wrote the themez of the bookz we were reading or wtv n he wrote "i hate n" and everyone could see it cuz we all had access to it and then after like 5 minutez he finished it and said "i hate nachoz !!" LIKE SHUT UP UR NOT FUNNY. anywya yeah i think thatz pretty much all i have 2 say sorry this blog is like long as shit i just liek yapping :3