hello people of ISCARIOT nation ! 

another month another art dump! didnt expect this to become a regular thing now! here we are!!! this is for 10/2024 !
i didnt do inktober or any other drawing october thing btw, this is just art dump of things ive drawn

again, nothing is in order! 

this time, there is no "drawings of me!" section. YOU gotta figure out which ones are me. ill give you a cookie if you count the correct amount of doodles of me :] 

or a drawing request or smthn idk IDK! wanna know what i look like? look at past art blogs! 

dont forget to fill out the questionnare at the end! on your way out!

anyways, here we go!

Here is my sketchbook, not the only one cause there never is just one, and i drew the sticker on it!!! last month though, i forgot to share it on here
i also drew this last month but it slipped me as well

Before we start, i want to show you a comparison of my artwork between the past 5 years. 

Here is a character i made when i was 13-14 ! She is a Danganronpa fan OC. 

her name is Ariki, a 1 letter difference from the mangaka of Jojo's Bizarre Adventure, Hirohiko Araki! thats how i named her lmao. can you tell im not great at names?
anyways, here's my art of her from october! :]
isnt she all grown up? :DDD it's the same character! im just able to draw her how i imagine her now!!!!!!!

So? So what? SO, DONT GIVE UP! even now, i cant draw the same way i imagine things, but i can draw ariki just like i imagine her! another 5 years and ill get to my imagination today. and that makes me excited for the future! keep going! 

Here is another example, i made this character when i was 14, her name is Himeno, she's also a Danganronpa fan oc lmao. She's the ultimate archerer! or whatever the professional name for an archerer is....i cant recall!
 not bad past me!! i actually like this art of her :33333 but here she is current day! october day i mean. october day!

They grow up so fast! ^^ 

anyways! 
back to regularly scheduled art dumping!

TRADITIONAL ART SECTION!

Worry not! This too, is yuri. as everything in life is! the trees, the dirt, its all so beautiful,,,,yuriful......also this one is not me, i know she is also blonde as am i atm, but do not count her as me. for the doodles of ISCARIOT counters out there. if there are any.

LOOK ITS MY DARLING DAUGHTER, ARIKI AGAIN!!!!!! i had imagined her in a white dress like this since i was 14 but couldnt draw it. even now it looks peculiar. but worry not, i will draw her perfectly ONE day. i guess you'll have to stick around and see if i follow through!funfact! the one on the right in the image below is Valentine!!!!!1 and so is the next image! this is her before THE INCIDENT! oh and there she is, her hired assasin girlfriend! sure hope this isnt secret tragic yuri or anything............................valentine again! i think i mastered her peak image months ago, when i first received a glass ink pen. moth compared it to 90's manga or something i believe!.... and now that blog is gone, but i still think that was the exact image of her that encapsulated her vibes. not sure if ill ever finish her story but that wont stop me from drawing her 
woah a blonde with layered hair who looks really stressed......might be someone idk who though yall....ahem ahem anyways
woah another page of blonde stressed looking characters with layered hair and a right parted hair......my bad ill stfu 

Ceyda section! Because she gets her own section cause i love her. i love her sm but dont properly draw her comic haha....

but you will see her section seperately every month bc she deserves one. I LOVE U CEYDA!!!!

is this last art of her even canon.....no......she is NOT built like that! that makes her look tiny, she isnt tall but shes not built THIS cutesy either, but hey i like the drawing! my own art of my oc isnt canon tho i wanna clarify that kjdfhgdthe previous ones are more accurate, she definitely has stronger legs like this one though! not slim. who am i clarifying this to? who gaf? me. i do. to the future me. okay, future me? good, future me. here, a blue peanut m&m just for you. wdym you dont like these anymore??????? no stop changing and adjusting i dont wanna do that anymore 

Digital Art Section!!! 

dude i genuinely was like 'wait i dont think i did any digital art in the month of october, and then i visited the art program on my computer and i completely forgot i drew ANY of this. and the exact reason is: i got super mega evil artblock right during this and got frustrated and didnt open the digital art program until literally right now djfkgh

but before the artblock, some advice from past ISCARIOT ! 

thanks past ISCARIOT! wow! so insightful! i think i shared this with my friends and 1 friend understood this to her core and i was like that's enough for me. thank you. shout out to my fav Mitzee

also a few pieces before art block.
dont say yes if you cant say noooo
this instantly makes my day. most days i am stressing in my own head, and a little kid who is being sweet makes me wanna fall to my knees dramatically and cry. THANK YOU LITTLE KID! YOU ARE SO SWEET. AUGH!!!!!!! SNIFF SOB
missing my younger sister rn im gonna go hangout with her tomorrow just bc of this WAIT SHE ASKED ME IF I WANTED TO WATCH A MOVIE ON FRIDAY [TODAY] AND I FORGOT! IM SORRYYY NOOOOOOOOOOOO I FAILED HERRRR MY DAMN SHORT MEMORY NOOOOO

now, the art block hits....the second art block has hit ISCARIOT nation! wips i will most likey never touch....

the last one was my last straw, i was trying to make some kind of sona? like 'if i had a vtuber model' idea.....and then moment i was like oh my god i know exactly what this looks like. i got so sad and upset and frustrated BUT ITS OKAY! WE ALL RECOVER!!! i took advice moth gave and it helped drastically!!!!!!!! 

now, for the first time, ever, INTRODUCING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FANART SECTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SPECIFICALLY, MOUTHWASHING!!!!!!!!!!

i havent drawn fanart since... who knows when. i literally could not tell you

worry not! there is no spoilers!
first, a wip i completely forgot i even made! this was right before art block i believe! before i abandoned krita kjdfhgd 
this is the most accurate Anya Mouthwashing ive drawn!!!! and i didnt even finish her! ;; i will probably revisit this and finish it! my dear anya ;;;; 

okay, be warned, the other drawings of anya dont exactly look like her, i really struggle with fanart! but hey it was fun! 
i had an exam that went badly so i drew curly giving me therapy. it did genuinely make me feel better

anyways that's all!

did you count all the drawings of me? :3 there werent that many this month, so no worries, there's no trick questions! 

i dont have much else to say. i feel like these blogs keep getting longer and longer, i may be incorrect, but they take longer to make at least. but its fun! all worth it!

now, dear reader, IT'S YOUR TURN TO MAKE CREATIVE WORK! IVE DONE MY PART, IT'S YOUR TURN! YOU DONT GET TO LOOK AT ART FOR FREE, PAY YOUR FEE!!! (making creative artwork yourself!) whether youre a writer, an artist, a singer, a musician, hell, a nail art designer, HELL, YOU WHISTLE REALLY WELL, SHARE WITH YOUR COMMUNITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PAY YOUR FEE! WITNESSING FEE!!!!!!!

that's all, thank you everyone! now i go back to.....uhh....being a uni student and thinking abt Curly maybe....i already have art piled up for this month [november]. sigh dear lord. 

OH! IM WORKING ON SOMETHING AT THE MOMENT! A COLLABORATIVE EFFORT! keep your eye out for the end of next month!!!!!!!!! or just next month in general! ^^ very exciting stuff!!!!! includes me making art for it! there were already some teeny tiny sneak peaks here actually! i guess you wont know until it's out haha!

oh also here's the questionnare:
it's just one question tho so technically i lied. single question. im a liar
What piece of Media can you imagine created from my art style? What is fitting for it? 

BUH BYE NOW! FAREWELL! 
couldnt find a meme that properly explained how i feel right now so i drew this on ms paint with my mouse pad. dramatic stupid cat who is acting all tired....you are UNEMPLOYED!!!!!!!! CLOCK IN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye neow everyone meow meow meow