dont EVER pmo this bad again

this guy i met him at the library while i was waiting for one of my friends and this guy walked up to my table and asked if i was in his math class and im like “no i don’t have a math class who’s your professor?” and he says the professors name and like no i don’t have them and he asked for my major and asked if he can sit w me and i said yeah sure and so i text my friend to let him know like there’s someone here and my friend's like “do yk him?” and im like “NO HELP ME” cuz i was nervous but he was chill ig. he also mentioned that i seem "different" and i was like "different how?" and he says that my style differs from everyone else around campus. i didnt know if that was a good or bad thing but i just brushed it off cuz it wasnt the first time someone commented on my choice of clothing.

 he asked for my socials and i gave him my insta and everything was good till he sent this fuck ass text that said "sup shorty".. LIKE BROTHER WHAT that shit got me so heated because i've been trying to avoid contact with guys that have romantic intentions cuz,, atm im in a state of mind where i dont believe that men can love correctly in this gen. Like that might sound corny asl but it's true 2 me. i dont know when i'll be able to escape this mindset bc i know it can be a toxic one but having no man in my life has made me happier than when i did have one. 

anyways when he sent that i was on the verge of tears cuz this guy is on my campus so we're likely to bump into each other again but not only that,, i was genuinely uncomfortable and embarrassed cuz i thought he just wanted to be friends cuz HE WAS TALKING ABT HOW ITS HARD FOR HIM TO MAKE ANY AROUND CAMPUS. but yeah that shit got me so fucked up #WeNotSafeOutHere