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Reason of why i dont wanna share my nerdy hyperfixations with others is cuz im TERRIFIED of being shamed for it :sobbing:
As a goofy ahh neurodivergent teenager who does nothing but draw pokemon ALL OF THE TIME, I havent been able to make any new friends in school due to the fact that no one likes pokemon or barely have any knowledge of pokemon, I WANNA NERD ABOUT POKEMON STUFF!! BUT I DONT HAVE ANYONE TO SHARE THAT NERDY STUFF WITH, IM SHAKING AND CRYING, I have been shamed before for liking certain stuff, And now that fear has stuck with me through YEARS
My other irl friends have been able to make new friends and move on, Why cant i socialize with the rest? How is it so easy for them? I dont understand TT I've talked about this to a therapist and i've been trying to be more flexible with my likings, But yet still, My hyperxiations are barely talked about anywhere, So i still have no one to share nerdy stuff with
Why wasnt i born with the obsessed with math genius autism and i got the hyperfixates on obscure media autism :crying:
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leafeonElena * ੈ✩‧
OMG I LOVE POKEMON!!!! Which one is your favorite????
MY FAVORITE ONE IS PORYGON RAAAH
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Oliver Espinoza
Pokémon rocks! I'd love so much to see your Pokémon art! I at least mention something about Pokémon once a day in the public servers I am in Discord, hahah! And I've planned to upload some collection of screenshots of the anime I like/find curious on my website, since I've been feeling like no one I knew was interested enough on these, and I must share :p Cringe and free is the best way to live! ^^