Last day

i honestly cannot believe today is my last day of high school, after 5 long years it is over. 

it has been an adventure, ive had ups and downs and overall i never expected everything to be over so quickly. there are a lot of moments that i will treasure in my memory, some which i will always wish i could go back to, and some others which i will always wish i could forget. it seems as if it was yesterday when i was starting high school, happy, not knowing what an amazing yet strange experience was awaiting for me. 

these years have been filled with joys and struggles, which im thankful for because if it werent for all these moments i wouldnt be who i am today, and even if im not who i always thought id be im satisfied with who ive grown up to be. 

i always thought high school would be a scary place based on how my middle school teachers described it to us, so i never really knew what to expect but a scary new environment, and fuck was it scary, but as time went on i realized that it wasnt gonna get any less scary than what i thought itd be.

ive tried to make a big effort with my grades throughout my 5 years of high school, and i mightve had a little success but overall it hasnt been easy.

i am grateful for the memories ive made and the people ive met, even if i will never see them again and we are nothing but strangers, it is amazing how time flies, and people come and go, but some of them will always have a special place in my heart. 

i feil in love, many times, sadly they all turned out to be lessons and as much as i got to love them it was a temporal thing and we eventually grew appart. id say that was an interesting experience, it shaped me a lot into who ive become, i am who i am because of the people ive loved and how they have sculpted me throughout the years. hopefully this time it will not be temporal, ive got a boyfriend who i truly love more than anything in this world and who is the most special person to me, and i hope that hes the one to stay.

im satisfied with how my year is coming to an end, allthough i dont know yet if i will even pass the year, id say ti was a nice year despite my struggles, and i wouldnt change a thing because of where everything has led me to. as i enter a new stage in life im happy with the people who i have right now, the good friends that ive kept and new ones ive met, special people who ive come to love,  and experiences that will fill my brain forever.