shot in the throat

shot in the throat i can not breath anymore 

my blood is dripping on the floor 

im on my knees like a whore 

my loves too deep, said before

Just take me if ill never feel the true meaning of love ever again just take that gun gouge it into my head or maybe even better shove that shit down my throat and watch me turn blue and watch me choke.

i scream in terror only for the fact that ill love you forever.

dudududu. I lost it all

i lost that fucking smile i lost your soul.

where do i go if death cant take me

my insides will bend and fucking break me

Fuck all these words

i did this to myself 

fuck all the feelings that come out my mouth

throw up the blood you feel rushing 

red as love 

a blessing not just nothing