I GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!

I can’t believe I’m actually typing this, but… I got a boyfriend! His name is BP (not really, but I don’t think he’d want me posting his actual name online lol). I’m still trying to wrap my head around it because he makes me feel so happy, like genuinely giddy. I didn’t even know I could feel this way, but with him, everything feels a little brighter, like maybe life isn’t so heavy after all.

He listens to me talk… and I mean really listens. I could go on for hours about flowers or random mythology facts or just whatever’s on my mind, and he never looks bored or annoyed. He actually cares. Do you know how amazing that feels? Just having someone who’s there, who makes you feel seen. He’s the best sweetest person I’ve ever met, and I’m so lucky.

Also, it was my friend Nat’s birthday yesterday! I made her a red velvet cake (I think it turned out pretty good if I do say so myself), and I got her a new jacket since her old ones been worn out for a while. She looked so happy, and it made me feel warm inside. So, in honor of her special day…

🎉🥳🎈 Happy Birthday, Nat! 🎈🥳🎉 (Hope this year is the best one yet!)

Honestly, everything just feels a little brighter lately. I know I’m usually more gloomy, but right now, I just feel… good. Like maybe things can actually be okay.

Okay, I’m done rambling now. Just… I don’t know. I feel good. It’s nice to have something worth smiling about.