first blog. 11/07 5:15 am

Today someone told me they "expected more from me" what? I'm human I don't want to live my life overthinking every choice I make afraid it might upset someone. I wanted to start this as a safe place to store my thoughts and feelings. I feel like nobody around me understands how I feel. why I make the choices I do? I feel so stuck. I don't want to live in a hole anymore, and to be told someone expects more? what more can I even do? I'm already exhuasted just waking up.