About me and my poetry.

Hiiii!!! My pen name is Alice Redroot. I randomly chose the last name but the first name comes from my mental disorder. I have AIWS (Alice In Wonderland Syndrome) a lot of people tell me that it isn't real, especially at school. I am fourteen as of now (born in 2010) and am learning to speak Japanese. I'm writing here on spacehey because if I were to share these poems and writings at school, I would most likely regret it later on, now that I think of it it makes no sense to avoid showing my extremely small school these things, and then publish those very same things to the entirety of the world. but oh well. I also enjoy painting, so I might show a few of my visual artworks as well. Anyway, I hope I can entertain you all with my poems, and be friends with you guys too!!! here are some short poems written below, enjoy!! (TW: depressing themes.)

Chess game of melancholy.

You said you were tired

How much do you lie

He said he would play

So why not with I

You both sat down

The game ready to play

No matter how much i wished

I couldn't join you that day

I sat on the side

Processing your lie

As the checkers on the board 

Further mocked my sigh

You wanted to play 

A game meant for two

But what I wouldn't have expected 

Is for you to say that line 

‘No, not with you’

A flame created

Was it true

The fire extinguisher sabotaged

The mechanism jammed

Was it her

The girl who wasn't born but lit

Who was not a human but a flame

Parents seeking fuel

Burned by their creations touch

Beautiful as a butterfly

Dangerous as a hawk

Wild as a tiger

Deceiving as a snake

No person could recognize

Her innocent façade was just a disguise.

Gone is the light

As the day turned to night

As she searched for the light

Would she have the strength to fight

Or would she accept her fate

The bright angel in sight

Could she ever say goodbye

To any one left behind

Or perhaps she just wished

That this moment would’ve come sooner

So she could die die die.

The swing set wedding

When the wedding took place

The dandelion crown

The daisy rings

When we said the vows

Under their command

The playground church

The unofficial 'I do'

The swing set podium

The slide aisle

My little yellow dress

Your grass stained shorts.

Would it ever be you and me

But alas that was a fantasy 

One that would never truly come to be.

Unknown Lover

I remember that day

I thought you were there 

We were out in the field

A flower in your hair

Why you wouldn't stay

Why you left that day

For the war unfair

You were young but over there

Blood stained your hair 

The flower on the battlefield

You eyes never did lay on that letter I sent

It remained unrevealed

Memories trapped

The life we could of had

But when you didn't respond

Yet your name wasn't engraved in stone

I knew for once that I was always alone

My mind plays tricks

My brain all fake

I knew you were the dream

But you never did come true

The deep unfilled blue

The lover in the field

Remained to every passer-by unrevealed.