Just do not want ...

to hear the news ... Have you ever felt like you have just got the wind kicked out of you ...

and just want to lay there and not get up ... seems you devote yourself and time to trying

to help people understand what will hurt them the most ...  an you don't understand your self where

it went wrong... in doing that ... I do understand people have the rights to believe what they think is best for them ... but when you go on the wisdom of others an know this to ... while they are trying to help people  ...these are some people that are the smartest in our country ..." I don't blame them ... listening to them ... I am wondering if they are  scratching their heads to... this morn lol  I want to tell myself this is not over yet ... but thinking to myself maybe it is better now that I do not give to  others with videos which was not in here ... an trying my hardest bringing the truth out ... if they do not except the truth ... or  may not want the truth ... but I do not want to see others that are in deep Despair an not get the help they need from the community an health care that may be needed ... I hope the real givers keep helping and keep helping becouse our country may be brought down by the worst of these evil people ..."as a deep depression. which they  them selves have said ...  but for me time to let go and let the greats of our country fight for our  existence an democracy <3 if they loose we all loose ..." truth ... I could not be more disappointed... "