Watching gore to try and convince myself not to kill myself because I like living and doing stuff and eating and talking to my friends. My bad feelings are temporary sometimes. I feel like my life would get worse with him as president. I've spent years trying to be happy with myself and I've finally done it. Guess I figured it out too late.
I doubt she'll win with how things are going and I just don't wanna die. I am a minority ×3. I love all my friends. And I love my mom. And everyone that I care about. And all my favorite things. And food. But, maybe that doesn't matter anymore. Maybe that time has come to an end. I hoped to make it to at least 24 but, at least I made it this far. It could've been way earlier. I love you all so much. I don't wanna die. I just wanna be happy. But, if I do something, thank you all for being here through everything. I'd be dead without you. - Vie
I posted this on Instagram but, I wanted to share how I felt here too. I no longer have hope in this world. I can't just up and leave if he's elected. But, when I wake up, I pray for something good.
P.s I'm not religious
P.s.s I'll delete this or edit the title if things get better
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Cassie
Please don't do anything crazy because of that pathetic orange. Outlive those suckers and let the stupid repubs see how "great" (cough, cough, *horrible) their gas prices will realllyyy be.
Being serious, everything will be fine. I am a minority as well - I'm terrified. But I'm sure we'll survive. We did in 2016-2020, we will again. Besides, anything could happen. Just have hope. Even if he wins, don't lose it.
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Hours later and he did when but I think he cheated on top of 20 million votes uncounted. But, I don't really have hope in this. Just hope they don't allow him to do what he wants despite the new Senate being Republican.
by Dahvie Insanity; ; Report
Yeah, there's lots of votes uncounted. People keep saying to have hope, but I really don't either. It's crazy to me that people will allow a convicted felon to become our president for a second time.
by Cassie; ; Report
I know, hopefully there's a recount. He has to go to court at the end of the month and if guilty (he has over 60+ victims/witnesses), he could spend his term in a jail cell!!!!
by Dahvie Insanity; ; Report
Sure hope he'll be in jail - it's crazy how he can even be president as a convicted felon with multiple SA allegations.
by Cassie; ; Report
Being rich can get you fair. Especially if you have other rich friends who think like you (Elon musk) but, I hope so and we get a recount!! That'd probably make this entire month better (I can't wait for thanksgiving omg)
by Dahvie Insanity; ; Report
Hopefully they do a recount. It'd be hilarious to see Harris might've won through a recount then the repubs lose their minds, lol
by Cassie; ; Report
January 6th gon be crazy if she does overturn him in a recount omg
by Dahvie Insanity; ; Report
January 6th gon be crazy if she does overturn him in a recount omg
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