once in a while.

Every once in awhile I get this urge. whether its so give up and waste away or try. But it always goes back to trying. To trying to be the best I can at anything, and everything. I want to be so amazing, that I cannot help but have people who secretly hate me for just being what they're not. I want to be that important for once even if it leaves in as fast of a blink as it came.