kinda sad

im kinda sad recently and idk where its coming from

i've been taking my meds per usual and i havent had much of an issue in life, im just sad

i talked to my bff about it and she's worried about me like some other people which comforts me knowing there are people out there who care about me and i can turn to in struggle

i wouldnt say i've passed the lowest point i have ever been

just a little lower than in the dumps.

other than that i am SO tired recently, physically tired to the point i can barely stay awake and do things efficiently for 6 hours a day and its an actual issue

its been like this for a while but it has gotten so bad recently

im getting my blood tested this month because they think there is something wrong with me and i agree but i dont know what

im a little freaked out by it because of the needle in the arm thing taking my blood but im sure it will be ok, its my first time having that done but i'll just blast music in my ears will it's happening

its not the worst that can happy right