CW: POSSIBLE VENT/GENDER DYSPHORIA

I don't know how I fit in terms of gender identity and how I express it. While yes, I tend to lean towards more feminine identities and expressions, there's a small part of me that leans towards for masculine identities and expressions if that makes sense. That wouldn't be an issue of itself when it's just that. Like with that yeah I'm prob genderfluid or bigender or whatever case closed, but the issue is that neither of them feel right to me. In fact, nothing feels right. I don't know what it is, but nothing sits well with me. It doesn't feel like I'm being true to myself, ya feel me? idk I'm prob just overthinking everything and the answer is right in front of me. Fuck why cant this just be easier.