Alive (11/4/2024)

Some things genuinely keeping me alive right now

• the song not a lot, just forever by Adrianne Lenker
• my mom coming in my room and sincerely telling me that she loved me and hugging me (she has been extremely upset at me for the past two days and I genuinely convinced myself that she would hate me for the rest of our lives)
• my cat, Minnie :)
• my online friends
• the person in my 4th period who I'm not really friends with bc I don't really know him that well but raced me to the lunch line today
• the person who chose to hang out with me before choir rehearsal started, even though he was just getting water
• the cool person who sits next to me in art class came back to school after being out for a while (even though we don't even talk to each other i still just feel really safe around them and they make me happy idk asdjngksjnjkhgskjfjs) 

ily all sm <3