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Hello guys, today we are going to talk about my experience with religion. This might not fit for you, and that's okay! Let's start...
When I was born, I was baptized at the Catholic church. But I grow up and I decided that God wasn't enough for me. And then I was a satanist. But, I decided that this wasn't enough, and that I wanted to try paganism.
Well, I was a pagan, worshiped other gods and made them offerings. But that made me really sad, depressive, it made me feel like there was a heavy weight on my chest. Which is really strange, I wasn't supposed to feel this way.
Then I prayed, for whatever was hearing me: I need a sign. I need something to tell me that I am in the right or wrong path...
And I was answered. I had a dream. I was at the end of the world and a voice spoke to me. I don't remember the exact words, but it was something like...
"Daughter, get rid of your witchcraft things, you don't have more time to waste, come back to Me, come back to your path."
When I heard it, I knew it. It was God. God spoke to me. Then I said:
"But God, how can I do this? I'm lost."
And He answered:
"There is no more time, go!"
I woke up feeling weird and scared. I knew that this dream wasn't just a dream.
And I had more dreams like this, saying that I should go to a church and that there I will be very welcomed.
Honestly, I'm too scared to go to a church, but I really feel the need.
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♱adverbs♱
Wow, you're very lucky to have been called back to God in such a direct way. I think you should start going back to church and do A LOT of research on what we believe, because remember: knowledge is power! Don't be scared to go to confession. Start living out a new life as a Catholic, leave behind these demons and false idols; they are dangerous. Start reading the Bible. Start a more personal relationship with God as well as formal (personal=private prayer, formal=churchgoing). Don't get overwhelmed though, if you have any devout family or friends that can help you with this don't hesitate to talk to them about it! Pray for Our Lady's Intercession, so that she may lead you straight to Christ. Remember that God has infinite love for you. God bless you, and good luck.
RiSK
I've experienced the same situation. I've tried different beliefs and the path lead me back to Christianity every time.
Do check out different denominations and see which church would be the best for you to attend!
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I will do this! thank you
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NELLY!!
I totally get you. I left the church to explore other religions but ended up back in Catholicism. I’m still not sure, but it feels like going back home. I find other religions interesting, but there’s nothing like mine.
Do what makes you comfortable. For me, for example, God is in nature, not in the church. Maybe that can help you.
yeah I understand that feeling of home! it's good to see that I'm not alone!
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