HELLOOOOO

IT HAS BEEN A WHIIILEEE  HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII :333333

so i'm failing every single class which is uhm, yeah... BUT my class is very nice and so far it seems like ppl like me and i'm so happy about it cuz i'm always so insecure :D anyways, i had so much fun in halloween!!!! i did my makeup as jeff the killer heheh <33 and i also did my friend's makeup cuz he wanted to dress up as Souichi from one of Junji Ito's mangas :3 that day we also helped our friend who got drunk... i literally had never been in that situation before and i was constantly making sure she wouldn't fall or hurt herself. at the end she vomited it all and she felt better, then we all ate burguer king in the middle of a street :P it was pretty fun hehe1!!!! it has been hard for me since suicidal and sh thoughts have been coming back latey but i'm trying my best to aboid thinking about it and just trying to keep going. i appreciate my friends a lot and i don't want them to be sad 4 me, or having to constantly worry!!!

but that's all hope u have a nice day hehehehe