First post, technically

So, this is technically my first real post since recovering this account and giving it a little makeover. People call me Junie now, but if you’d prefer to call me Agatha or Aggie, that’s fine too. It’s a bit cute how I set up this profile, even if it’s all from a time I barely remember. I’m not really sure how I’m going to use this account yet, but I think I’ll just write about my feelings and thoughts.

 Ever since I woke up… everything’s been a blur. My memory feels broken I feel broken, and I can’t recall anything about my past, that bothers me more than I can explain. Even if it’s just my past I’ve forgotten, I still struggle with remembering things now, like names of people or tasks I was doing. It’s frustrating and… disorienting, like I’m walking through fog.

The manor doesn’t really help with that either. It feels surreal, like I’m trapped in a dream or a memory that I can’t quite grasp. Maybe writing here will help me sort through some of this confusion, or at least give me a chance to try.

Anyway… I don’t know what else to say right now. I’ll just keep writing, I guess, even if it feels like I’m wandering in circles. If anyone’s out there reading this, I hope you’re okay. Just know that I’m trying to figure it out as I go.