vent (somewhat)

hi all! i hope everyone's having a nice day or night ^_^ i haven't been active on here and i'm aware not a lot of people will see this, but it's quite fun to post on here! this is the closest i'll get to sharing diary entries with everyone while retaining anonymity.

anyway, i haven't really been feeling so great about myself. i don't feel like myself. everything's strange; maybe it's just hormones or the season but my life feels dull and heavy. the world could give me everything i wish for right now yet i feel like i wouldn't be content or happy.

i often get like this, but thankfully, this feeling is fleeting. i feel better when i'm with my friends, or when i treat myself with a sweet treat, or when i swim, or when i read, or when i journal, similar to what i'm doing now. i feel better now, in fact :)

if you're reading this still, thank you for making it this far. again i hope you have a nice day or night. i hope when you see the sun set, you find a reason to keep going. see ya! :P