Thought Of The Day 12

My transition goal since I was very young, was always to morph into my own version of that "Hot Girl" from school.

You know...that Hot Girl who was drop-dead pretty, always wore the most fashionable outfits, was extremely popular, and who all the girls wanted to look like and all boys wanted to date.

However, beauty and popularity comes with a price. When you're that pretty and popular, you know it. And so, most of my hometown high school hot girls who were often conceited, stuck up, and were therefore very selective in who they hung out with, and who they associated with. If you weren't in her "hot girl cool club circle," you were nobody, and was basically ignored.       

And so, my goal had a twist...my goal was to be that Hot Girl, except I was going to go out of my way to be nice, kind, compassionate, and willing to befriend a person like my younger self - a person who the hot girls of my school days would have snubbed their noses at, and who they would have never given the time of day to.

I think I've done my best lived up to this. It's so sad in society that people are often judged based on looks and appearance. People often shun those who they feel are of less value then themselves. I think that's totally fucked up. And so, while I've work hard at being the most beautiful version of myself that I can be, I always make it a point to ensure my personality, and compassionate caring human nature rises above all else.