my tf2 oc louise

shes medics lab experiment / pseudo daughter .. medic was asked to make life for something so he and his ex wife (demoman related voice line) made louise ! shes only rlly related to medic . part baboon and has a tail like goku for some reason. her character is kind of related to me i think being autistic. just. very otherness, as shes not human but the closest a thing can be to human. louise is the longest living attempt of medics creation of life (he started it with ex wife but resumed it solo). their relationship is strange because theyre not exactly father and daughter? they are but they dont really conform to what most ppl view as that.. medic seems like a very cruel and uncaring father but louise is truthfully very happy. this is because shes usually helping him with like surgery , constantly undergoing surgery herself, being experimented on 24/7, he was her only social interaction for a while as well . which all seems terrible but louise is not human!! so her mind works differently compared to other people (wink wink how i feel about me being autistic probably).. it does hurt her feelings in any way and i think she enjoys having the structure 

shes very lonely of a character in a way where shes somewhat aware that shes not human and theres no other creature like her out there, shes too young to put it into words exactly but she has that kind of awareness. shes like 9 (mentally and looks that way, she ages in stages going from a worm to a human monkey thing). she has a life expectancy of like 14 years, so thats 5 more years left for her to live. bcuz i wanted to encapsulate that lonely doomed feeling that comes with being other or feeling that way. oh also she cant be linked to the respawn machine and i didnt read the comics but im gonna say its because she has no soul 

medic and my friends oc minion are the people she holds dearest. 

i think that at some point, after only being around medic for the first half of her life she starts being around the other mercs. she develops the ability to feel lonely (idk her brain evolved) and bcuz in my brain medics workload becomes more focused on other things instead of her she has more time alone. so she befriends the BLU spy head and she carries him around like a little doll 

she has a german accent somehow. also can growl at people and has to file her teeth (animal-ish teeth that grow too large for a human mouth, also a thing that i think can in some way relate to other-ness) 

she listens to her father to a T the first half of her life but grows a little rebellious. like a normal little kid. her safety food is bananas. when she dies i think she explodes 

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BLU louise is different because shes a CLONE of red louise, one may think it diminishes her narrative of otherness but BLU louise is nothing like RED... shes closer to a normal girl. blu medic treats her different as any average father would their child. 

machine / robot louise is a bolt robot medic carries around. robot medic is a very loving father. the other mecha mercs register bolt louise as an inanimate object, and think robot medic is going insane. but in fact the bolt louise just has very small wheels and moves really slowly. medic for the longest time thinks hes feeding her wrong (they dont even eat theyre robots) i think somewhere along the way she gets upgraded cuz mecha engineer felt bad for medic 

shes a whole lot more empathetic than BLU and RED louise because for a while she literally spent her days sitting and thinking (or whatever robot equivalent there is). eventually she does get wheels! but theyre kind of messed up.. she gets stuck often in corners. cant turn can only go forward and back, so she has to pick herself up and turn herself. also her hair is metal and therefore cant have bows in it so she puts stickers on instead. tried playing jump rope once realized she cant jump. she and olivia mann have had play dates together.