◇_x Vent Post x_◇

Hi, this is more for me if anything but I really just need to get this off my chest. Lately, I've been feeling lonely for quite some time now and it doesn't help that I'm a freshmen in college too. I don't know anymore, its come to the point that hearing people being loud and having fun outside my dorm room pisses me off, and I don't like how I'm suddenly reacting this negatively. I really am trying to stick my neck out so people are interested in me, especially alternative people, to be my friend or atleast an acquaintance but I just don't think anyone is interested. I know people don't need to dress alternatively to be considered one since it's mainly music based, but I want people to know I'm here as a metalhead and goth, to get to know me, and to finally have a friend in real life. Unfortunately for me, just like any typical college student, I barely have any money and the money I do have is strictly for school, so sadly no alternative clothes for me. On a good note, I'm starting to discover myself while I'm here and my parents are slowly starting to understand that and support me. The only times I don't feel lonely is when my family calls or visits. I don't want to give up on friendship just yet considering I still have 3 years left of college after this one. I'll keep patiently waiting for the moment but my hope may die out soon. Here's to faith ✝.

-☆_×rain×_☆, 11/2/24