i am so scared for my future

im literally broke and unemployed and i dont know what i want to do for my future i want to make music but i literally have no idea how to make music and i have no connections with anyone except for my cousin but they r miles and miles away so i cant really do anything there. if music dont work out id want to be like a construction dude or something cause i hear they got good pay but idek how to apply for that either 😭😭😭 im js genuinely terrified cause i dont want to end up a junkie on the street i want to be in good shape and have good money. i really hope im not the only one that thinks this either?!?!?!