UPDATE ON LIFE

I just want to be held and loved (last year)

-January 3rd-

My bestie might be pregnant and she really isn't acting like such a great friend lately but she's the only person I have :[

-January 27th-

Uhhhh she's not pregnant, I might have a man, and I started my classes last week. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE..... anyways.... fine tho yk still alive :D

-February 28th-

I HAVE A BF(he's the best ever) I couldn't be more happy with him, our month is the 3rd and I cant wait to see what he does... I already know bc he cant keep a secret but yk its still cute :] 

-April 14th- 

....I got kicked out, ppl are looking for me and my bf, never got my GED(yet), working too much, and fed up. Other than that tho life is good, moved in with my bf basically, making good money, working on getting back to do my GED. Too much going on :[. Too many gangs looking for my bfs head over $80.... crazy ik. But yk... idk a lots been happening can say much unfortunately and cant really talk with anyone anymore.  

-June 13th- 

Okay I moved back in... my bf and me are great, no one is looking for us anymore, still working on my GED. AND AND AND... I'm pregnant... only like 6weeks but still and yes I'm keeping it </3

-August 16th-

I got kicked out again... she let me back AGAIN. I'm now 18 weeks and I already passed 2/4 of the test I have to do. :D This baby has gotten so... painful. I feel like 20 pounds heavier, my back hurts and and the worst parts is I'm always hungry its like no matter what or how much I eat im always starving. My baby shower is on the 15th or 16th of November. IM SO EXCITED :]

-December 5th- 

I HAVE MY GED!!!! My baby shower was amazing!!! I honestly am so glad to have that much support from everyone around me. I'm now 34 week... or 8 months and honestly I'm getting sick and tired to being pregnant, and my baby is already huge he's only supposed to be 5lbs this week but he's nearly 7lbs... IT HURTS SO MUCH. Now getting closer to my due date I'm getting so nervous, BUT I do have a lot of help if I need it so that calms me down. ALSO my birthday passed I'm 18 now and not much has changed really :[ 

-January 13th-

I HAD MY BABY!!!!!! He's in the NICU still unfortunately :{ BUTTTT he's doing really good and might come home soon! He came out 10lbs and 22in long. HUGE BABY. 

-March 12th-

MY BABY IS HOMEEEEEE, he's been home for like a month now!! IM so happy he's so cute :]