dream entry 01.11.2024

i was in some host home (since i was studying abroad in maybe latvia?). the home was a two story building located in a city. 

at first we (my little sisters and their friend) were in my room, just playing music. i had a drum set, my real life guitar ( which kept respawning and multiplying therefore we had 2) and a bass guitar that kinda looked like a vaccuum. so we were lowk having a band practice? most of the times i played guitar and othertimes bass. 

i think it may have been morning. i was suddenly filled with so much passion, i really wanted to start making my own music, but i had no idea how to play the drums or which technicues r used in black metal. so i looked up a video on youtube and started watching it. 

it was a school morning too btw but that didnt hinder my persistence. i was hurrying towards school (even tho i wasnt planning to attend school, but go chill somewhere else), opened phone with yt video playing in hand. i also came across many students from my class, they were laughing about something but i didnt have time to think about why that couldve been. only when i reached a corner on the street did i manage to look down and discover i was wearing short sleeves. i honestly didnt care all that much anymore since the scars are all almost somewhat faded, but it was still a bit embarrassing.

when i took a right turn on the street and kept walking i noticed my first period, PE, was being held in the mall parking lot, since the mall wasnt open yet. i ran past it fast enough for the teacher to not have time to ask anything. 

at this point i had forgotten where i even wanted to go and felt really lost. i took out my gps, however i couldnt make any sense of the map so i got frustrated. it was really hard to keep my eyes open and i was kinda just stumbling around. at some point i was on top of a boulder in the middle of the street. catching a breath.

then i finally continued my journey (to home i think), i turned left and strted pacing. it must have been late in the evening already becouse the sky was so dark blue. i cam across a random woman walking her 3 dogs. their leashes were very long, so that when i passed the lady two of her dogs still remained near me. one big beige, other a little smaller, dalmatian. i actually felt really scared so i started running across the patch of grass, might have been like 200meters. 

suddenly what i had feared actually became true. i felt the dogs approaching me at a similiar speed. i ran and ran and hoped the leashes would reach the maximum leghth already. so the dogs would be pulled back. but they never did. at some point at the end of the grassy area the beige dog pulled me down. i was so sad. they were pretty much mauling me and i just sat there and hoped the owner would get here soon. i tried to scream help but no voice came out. 

it didnt actually take long for her to arrive and she acted like it was normal. she was smiling and thanking me for not kicking her dogs.

after this i got up and walked home all injured, it was night ( sky black). when i reached the house there were some video game mechanics ( the watchlights surrounding the building, which upon detection would send me back to the hedge in front of the house.), it took a few tries but i managed to sneak in my room through a vent? there were no instruments anymore, just a white bed and a ventilation thing in front of it on the floor. end.

there were actually more side quests but i didnt bother to write them all down becouse some of them are plain humiliating.

i had this dream after going back to sleep when i decided to fake being sick so i could stay home from school, becouse i was afraid of some classes that day (one of them being PE).