Relationship

Thinking about it i never really took relationships seriously until now. When i first started 9th grade i just wanted to focus on academics and my future if that makes sense and if i thought about a relationship i imagine me being happy and accepted for who i am and also a person thats just like me that does not judge me at all. Ima give a side story ( My Plan Got Ruin)

Because 10th grade i got in a relationshit not relationship i call it relationshit because its my biggest regret. Anyways we met on the game i just wanted to be friends to be honest but not gonna lie i just enjoyed being single to be honest. I wanted to be friends with this person because he dont know me and i don't know him if that makes sense but some how i said yes because i was tired of getting asked (DO U WANNA BE MY GF)(I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO TAKE U FROM ME) i finally gave up and said okay in the back of my head i was saying i wonder how this would go hopefully no regrets but yes biggest regrets. As time fly the person wasn't right for me at all and i wish i was able to walk away and just call it quits but i instead i believed in giving the person more then one chance and what did it do it just damage me more i learned to believe actions over words not words over actions if that makes since the person lied but its okay because when i got attached all i did was failed to protect myself but when i basically got cheated on it felt good honestly i got my happiness back no more gaslighting or manipulating i would honestly like to go into more details but idk lol. That wasn't very demi of me i felt peer pressure to say yes but when i met this wonderful young man that is old* i like to say 19 on halloween i liked him after we made a bound in school as we kept arguing back and forth because he was COPYING ME cries i can tell he made me chuckle and happy. But i wanted to be friends with him we was friends more like beefing in class lol he always started with me in class and not no one else lol. 11th grade me and him started talking outside of school on instagram but and then we had a fallen out but now since we both are in 12 grade we started talking to each other again from friends to lovers honestly we talked about the fallen out situation he just wanted to mature and get himself together before we asked eachother out. I have no regrets honestly with him he said he like me since 10th grade he just wanted to change for the better and not hurt me which i loved how he thought about me he treat me how a lady supposed to be treated.