bad halloween.

my halloween was terrible. so i dress up as spongebob right? and i'm going to school and what not, tell me why NOBODY is dressed for halloween. and the worst part is one of the few people who WAS dressed for halloween WAS DRESSED UP AS THE SAME CHARACTER I WAS. and YEAH it's spongebob, he's a popular character, BUT I JUST MAKES ME FEEL WORSE BECAUSE I HID MY COSTUME AND SHE DIDN'T AND SHE GOT ALL THESE COMPLIMENTS BECAUSE OF HER OUTFIT AND BECAUSE I'M SO SCARED OF LOOKING LIKE A FOOL I DIDN'T. WHY CAN'T I HAVE CONFIDENCE LIKE HER?? IT'S NOT FAIR. 

the worst part if my family doesn't believe in trick or treating and they were all at work and i left school early because i was so upset because of everything and i couldn't see my only friend, and my online friends were busy so I SPENT HALLOWEEN ALONE. AND I BARLEY DID ANYTHING AT HOME EITHER!!! i hate how my emotions get the better of me, all i've been doing all day is watching horror movies and crying. this halloween SUCKED!!!!!!!