weekly oversharing #1

Hi!

So, yeah, I kinda vanished and I don't really have any good explanation for that. I thought everyday about logging in but I just never did, and that's fine, I guess cuz since I'm a adult I can simply do that (not that anyone noticed, f'couse)

Uh- I don't know what to write, like I said on my last (and first) blog, I'm going to use this like a online diary which is easier than journaling. I'm spending more time on my laptop now and I don't have the energy to journal anymore. Yeah, that sucks, I used to love journaling, and I still do, I just... I don't know, it just doesn't sparkle like it used to do, you know?

Whats new, you ask. Well, I got laid off from my job last thursday (October 24, 2024). I already knew that would happen, and since it wasn't a 'me' problem (in the sense that the company is downsizing) I'm fine, sort of. I'm just a little discouraged about everything but I guess thats normal since now I don't have a paycheck anymore :/

I hate to have to go job hunting again, and I hate job interviews soooooooo much I want to eat my guts out. I, above all, am an introvert, and is fairly easy to me to shut in completly. When I have a job, I'm able to maintain a certain level of extroversion, since I have coworkers and everything, so I'm constantly in contact with other people who are outside of my comfort zone. But when I don't, I just start living too much inside my head, which only increases my social anxiety.

Anyway, what else..... oh right, I began a html/css online course and I'm liking it so far. Of course I have to get a grip and stop procrastinating since it's online and I'm on my own on studying, but I'm managing.

On repeat lately:

• I Was Born to Love You (spotify) (youtube)
• (Don't Fear) The Reaper (spotify) (youtube)
• SEQUÊNCIA COLOCADÃO (spotify) (youtube)
• Profissão F0Da (spotify) (youtube)
• Germany & Techno (spotify) (youtube)
• Chama o Coveiro (spotify) (youtube)

My plans for tomorrow:

• get out of bed by 6:30am
• make pasta salad (yummy!)
• study english in the morning
• study html/css in the afternoon
• make a blog going through all the hairstyles I've had (which aren't many) (and exposing my face)

I'm probably forgetting something but I'm sleepy that will be all. It's currently 01:10am here in Brazil so I'll be going to bed now. 

Byyyyyye~~

I'm sorry if there are any mistakes, I have some confidence in my English but I still can't say I'm fluent. Feel free to leave comments. I accept friend requests.