30.10.24

I can’t see, I can’t hear, I can’t understand because this is not me. I don’t know, can’t know how to act, how to be. You left me stranded in the middle of a great uncertainty and now I can’t find my way. I am lost, uncomprehending. What am I? I can no longer answer this question, even if I want to. O god, how a pitiful game I’m in, how cruel a game to leave me, my beloved. But this was your choice, wasn’t it? I swore an oath to the mountains, stones, seas, and skies, you set fire to it all and turned it into ash like a shroud. But it's not important. I know youre in chaos and i don't blame you like nobody..