no, not like the chappell roan song.

anyway i'm back.

she's back

back from the dead. metaphorically, but also for-the-bit-ically, since for the past like, year and change i've been leading up to this bit where one of my own OCs singes me into a smoldering pile of ash with his laser eyes on october 16th 2024 and then i'm just immediately fine again like a cartoon. it came and went, i set my pfp to an ash pile and changed absolutely nothing else. [i'm so much more addicted to posting than i am to the bit.]

a lot has happened in the [mumbles unintelligibly] since i last logged in here. i got a wii u. i had a personal mini crisis. i became an avid pin collector [my guesstimate right now is at least 50]. i gained weight, i lost weight, made some new friends, got a bit closer with some old ones. i'm kind of a furry now. still never had a job. revived my passing interest in graphic design.

wait what was that last part

yeah, yeah, 21 and unemployed, laugh it up. oh wait, you meant the furry part. i have a pigeon sona now and she's awesome. i love pigeons so much they're like 50% of my personality now. her name is aj and i love to put her in band tees that i'll never get to wear. i can't be bothered to attach the drawings so just imagine a tall skinny bird person with big stupid nerd glasses and a feather undercut[?] in a shirt that says bdapt on it or something. she's my pfp rn love ya ayjay

i meant the graphic design part

ah, my passion. nah but the instant i was finally able to put a name to one of my favorite old-ass aesthetics it became the other 50% of my personality. supergraphic ultramodern. supergraphic, noun, one of those colorful swoosh shape pattern things from the 70s. ultramodern, adjective, referring to the 20th century modernist movement. the shibuya-kei finally got to me, i think. my taste in movies is also quickly becoming indistinguishable from pizzicato five's whosampled. have you heard of this really obscure indie flick the young girls of rochefort? not many people have.

anyway i don't know what it means when chappell roan says it, cause it sure doesn't seem to be about colors and shapes and grotesks and shit. i think it's about gaying it up and slaying it up or something.

i really want to change my profile theme to look more midcentury modern like too, it's jank as hell and i made it in 3 minutes on two hours of sleep with one roll of duct tape and a dream. i changed it check this shid out

so how's your day been going?