I miss her and idk if she's ok

Naked, high, thinking about my best friend who is still my best friend but we stopped talking out of nowhere months ago and i don't know why but it was very sudden and i want to talk to her but i feel like she's not the same anymore and i also know that i will never have a friendship like the one i had with her but i don't know if i can talk in the present or past or what aaah

How complicated it is to have a virtual friend

Come to think of it, im not made for social relationships, i had to be a cloud or a mushroom