just some thoughts..

Oct 30, 2024  2:44am

hi! ;p. 

i've been thinking alot recently. It's weird how much we change as individuals, sometimes we don't even realise. its weird, i used to hate writing poetry. HAAAAAATED it. Until kina recently i got back into poetry. I've been using it as a way to cope when things get bad again as i'm trying to stay clean of another coping mechanism. I'm like 1 month-ish so far. It's getting hard. But whatever. 

As i was saying its so crazy how everyday we slowly develop as human beings apart of society. We meet new people, we experience new emotions, we try new things. We experience the different steps of life. I've always been an avid hater for change so the sudden realisation of this all this a little scary for me but, you know, i'm getting through it i think. Nothing too serious has happened. yet. 

It's scary bcuz we never know what could happen. Sometimes things happen and our brains may not fully react to them fully until later when it causes us to do something wreckless which then leads to regret. Regret is a dreadful feeling, but then again its almost a sign for us as humans that we can react and reflect upon things. 

Remember, it's okay to feel things. Sometimes i struggle to tell myself that but it is a sign you are flourishing as a person. as cheesy as it sounds, i guess it's true. I'm no professional. I'm just a teen girl spilling whatever's on her mind soooo..

angie ;)

xo. 

current song:

viva la gloria? (little girl)

-Green Day