SO I really am not gonna be consistent with posting but i  ight as well make something cuz ive been up all ngith so here it is

Blablabla long story short I think everything is chaos and everything we understand is chaos ina patter life is all random shit and it is a pattern to complex or small to observe blabla whatever we can roughl;y obsere as one cohesive event in life in between chaos is called a plane and in between planes is what we gotta learn to get used to because that's how u get used to transitioning between planes to the next or smth maybe idk I kinda lost the plot. Main point is go on walks and try to recognise patterns in this plane from the last plane and if u wanna know how to differntiate planes just fucking take  a damn guess because noone can differentiate different eras in life better that you can because you are the interpreter of your own chaos in this situatio, noone else can live your life enough to guess gthat for you so foigure that out and just try to be more aware of the in between spaces in your life like thre journey to places and the space after n acomplishment or  big event in your life cuz things may shift right after or before or at the time or whatever idk if this is written in a way that can be understood and I know this wont be read by that many people so I hope that if u did read it you are way smarter than me and can parce this, critique it, call me an idiot, be a millinare and call it a dqy God bless you you sexy geniius.