hey.

hello, it's been a while. I haven't been here for two years I think. I doubt anybody will see this, but for the sake of convenience I'll say it now and then log out permanently.

I am eighteen now, I'm finishing school. I have friends, good grades, and overall everything that an happy girl should have. I'm not here to bitch and moan, since I have nothing to cry about and considering there's people who are doing way worse than me. But it's still not enough. I doubt it will ever be enough. You either stop being a cringe emo teen or continue even in your adult life, I guess I am the latter.

To put it simply nothing about my profile represents me anymore, but I will keep it as my own time capsule for when I will randomly remember the existence of this website. It's very fun, don't get me wrong, it's the closest I got to experience early 2010s internet culture and coding. But I don't have the same bubbly and naive personality I had when I made it. It's useless to chase something you will never have back, and nostalgia is a disease that stops you from living, so I think that still using this website like I am sixteen again is just useless. 

I don't know, just a little goodbye. It hardly has any value really. But if you're reading this, have fun while you can! Because I for sure won't.