hello spacehey :]

this is my first post here, hopefully not my last either lol i tend to drop other social media accs so quick. i am addicted to twitter sadly >:(

i thought: whats a better way to get acquainted on here than to just write down my various thoughts and worries ive had this past week. feel free to share any of yours in the comments 2! :]

first off ive been coughing sm lately! i have asthma (god nerfed me!!! many times!!!!) but usually its only worsened by like. exercise or smoke, that sorta thing. but no!! if something gets caught in my throat nowadays im coughing so hard i nearly hurl. its gross and nasty and ew ew ew >.< whats going on!!

i also feel like people know too much abt each other now. ironic considering im laying my thoughts out for people to read and react to. but i just feel like some people are too comfortable!! whether thats being sexual, or mean, it doesnt matter. i just think maybe we should be giving ourselves and others some grace sometimes. like i dont think a 14 yr old should be making polls abt nsfw topics publicly:/ its dangerous and i worry 4 them! plz do not do that, be safe online everyone 

i feel like a walking zombie. a bit like i died in the past and im just waking up now and everytjings so different and just kinda Bad. things are weird. they dont feel real, life doesnt feel real. its worse because life is Getting real for me.. im opening a bank account this week like what the heck!!!! scary 

this is one longish ramblepost and maybe a good entry 2 my acc. i want to use here as a diary of sorts cause i feel like i sugarcoat everythinggg online, whether thats on my (priv) twitter acc, or tumblr, or what. i want to be me. so im using here as a journal i guess

ofc i want to make friends too. so like i said, you can share some tidbits abt your life below if you want! i really doubt anyone will but itd be nice if someone did :]

have a good day/afternoon/night everyone <3

song of the day: sleep away your troubles by the softies

- lou