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29th october

🍂29/10/2024🍂

Hello everyone! :)

how are you? I hope your week is going wonderfully!

These days, we've changed the time, and now we're an hour behind. It's starting to get dark earlier. 

Yesterday, I had an appointment at the mental health center, and I was quite nervous. However, the doctor turned out to be a great person—patient, calm, and non-judgmental. She encouraged me to talk a lot. I found myself on the verge of tears several times, and it was exhausting to share my struggles. But for the first time in a long while, it felt like someone could understand me without labeling me as "weird." She mentioned that if I lived closer, she would have liked to see me almost every day. Given the distance from my home to the center, I'll be going there once a week for now. They also offer a variety of activities for young adults, like theater courses, and she encouraged me to participate. She even suggested I consider living at the mental health center, but that feels like too big of a step for me. I've had a similar experience in a specialized center before, and I couldn't wait to leave. These are things we can evaluate later, but overall, I left feeling a bit more confident and hopeful about the path ahead, which I already consider a success!


In addition, my crush and I have reconciled after our last misunderstandings. The other night, we had a really fun video call. I know he's organized a first date with another girl, and i hope it goes well. Honestly, I think I've lost hope for a romantic relationship with him, so I'll probably revert to calling him a friend; it feels like the best choice. He had asked me out, but I chose to decline, so now I don't have any solid plans for Halloween. What about you? What are your Halloween plans?


On another note, I've been playing a lot of COD Mobile—it's such a great game! If anyone wants to add me for some matches, I'd be happyyyy

I recently started and finished an amazing manhwa, The Horizon (drama/adventure). It really tore at my heartstrings. Have you read it? It's quite sad, but it's a little emotional masterpiece. Do you have any manhwa recommendations? I'm also reading Pigpen (horror/supernatural), and it's capturing my attention because I'm curious about the twists that are in store.

Take care and keep being awesome. Catch you later! <3


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Hi ! I hope your week is going fine too ! =)

Congratulation on taking a step towards wellbeing ! I hope things get better for you !

Nothing planned for Halloween, I'm probably gonna play Minecraft all evening to pass time.

COD as in Call of Duty ? I didn't know there was a mobile game, I might try it later.

I took a look at the manhwas (didn't know what a manhwa was ^^' ) and while they look cool it's not my thing, too sad or dark ><'

You're also wholesome, take care of yourself too ! =D


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thank you so much for your kind words of support! I'll do my best

I’ve never played Minecraft, but I’d love to! Do you have any cool projects going on?
Yep, it’s Call of Duty! It’s not as cool as on playstation, but it's still a lot of fun. Let me know what you think if you decide to try it!

And if I find any lighter manhwa, I’ll definitely recommend them to you! :D

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You should try Minecraft, it's a lot of fun ! Like an infinite box of Legos =D I'm hosting a server with a couple of friends, we're slowly building a town together

I've just downloaded COD, will probably try it tomorrow. You said you were looking for other players to play with, I will let you know if I like it ^^

And for the manhwas I will wait for it, I've never read some before but I always like discovering new things =)

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