Suicide is nothing to laugh and joke about. (10-28-24 RIP...David)

Today was hard, it was my first day back to school because I was put in a mental health residential. I had met my best friend in these acute hospitals. his name was David. David was the brightest person you would have ever met, he was funny and really annoying at times ( in a funny good way lol), when I had first met David we had clicked we would talk about everything we have been through there was no competition on whos life was worse I could tell David went through shit and i was glad that we were both getting help. I had also met my other friend serenity in an acute same one as David. I've known David for quite some time now and I've known serenity aswell me and her would talk and we had a conversation about what school we went to come to find out we go to the same school If I was not clear I just started my first year as a freshman at a highschool. me and serenity ended up bumping first thing in the morning I was waiting for my student ambassador to take me for a tour around the school/show me my classes. She was crying so I asked what was wrong. "David is dead..." those words have been replaying in my head all day, I cant think straight, my body shakes, and I cant stop tearing up or even crying till I fall asleep. David has committed suicide at some point early in the morning and was pronounced dead at 2:29 AM I'm crying just writing this. I have never lost someone super close to me these feelings this pain it just hurts so bad. If YOU or anyone around you is dealing with suicidal thoughts or actions please get help. I really hope you guys are doing well. PLEASE BE SAFE.

-Alyssa. :'(            2007-2024. (David) WE LOVE YOU! <33