b b b b b back at it again

i justg ate pesto with tomato and mozerella and lettuce in a sandwich and it was fire. imma go buy a cute dress from h&m bc i need more fall things so that i can be soooo aesthetic and cool and im gonna look for a sheet or some piece of cloth that maybe i can use as a tablecloth for my desk so that its pretty bc IM SICK OFF THINGS BEING UGLY IN THIS DORM IM SICKOF IT I CANT STAND IT ANYMORE and i wanna go out for some coffee with someone but that means that i have to ask them and i hate ask people that im not close with to hang out !!!! i wish i had a mans cockyness it wouldl make everything so easy. I wish i had the confidence of the guy that asked to take a picture of me bc that shot was crazy like actually insane. bonkers. and i might look for some black paint or smth for the wood under the candle holders. man im so excited for when i have an apartment of my own so it can be pretty. I love decorating its kinda healing. also i need elliot smith inside of me.