im so scared

this isnt my usual wonderful blog entry. i just wanted to say I'm so sick of constantly feeling scared and tired . idk what to do anymore I feel like everyday I'm less me than usual. i have no one to talk to and ughhhhhhhhhh why is stuff so hard what the FLIPPERCLIPS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i feel so disconnected from all my friends around me and everyone just tires me out these days. I'm not as fun and energetic as I used to be and my friends will notice soon,. this is just a vent ig. i cant wait for year11 to be over. i feel so tired and sad and dirty and  wrong and so lonely even in a group. WHAT THE FLIPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP. the part that annoys me is idk who I'm gonna be when I just stop being usual funny energetic me. what do I have to offer other than my personality? i feel like a weird person without my weirdness but still the bad side of being weird still stuck to me, iff that makes sense?

anywho how are yall?

stay pink buckos, Toodles!XxXxXXx