i wrote a song, a poem, whatever u wanna call it. i figured i'd share it. ^_^

look in the mirror i feel small and insignificant

stuck in this permanent fucking rut

cycle of feeling high and then at an all-time-low again

coward, i'm a coward

i need you more

than you'll ever need me

countless "i love you" 's

they didn't mean shit to you

and i wish they didn't mean shit to me

because you're buried alive, six feet under

in the littered graveyard of my heart

full of imaginary you's

love you so much, i'm sick

the weight of you on my heart, pushing it into my stomach

it makes me start puking up all of my guts, my feelings,

hidden words that weren't supposed to come out

and as i watch them pour down onto your feet

i wish i could take them all back and cram them into my mouth

if i can't even carry the weight of myself,

how could you ever carry me

and when the spring comes around

you'll have long forgotten about me,

along with everybody else

(yes u r allowed 2 make fun of me)