last day of being a loser

tomorrow will be my first day on my recently assigned adhd and anxiety medications. i am also gonna start working out. i am also gonna start strictly going to sleep at 10 and waking up at 6. no more weird ass internet shit, no more being pessimistic and judgemental of everything. quitting everything caffeine, social media, pkorn. no more chronically online culture bullshit. gonna start making money again. starting tomorrow i am a functional member of society and i will be very productive and my parents will love me, and people around me wont look at me funny anymore any time i dare to fucking open my mouth.

or at least thats what i hope will happen.