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spineless - 10/26/24
why?
why couldn't you have a spine?
why couldn't you love me?
why couldn't you love me without thinking of others?
why did you replace me so easily?
I did everything for you.
I ignored what others said, your random avoidance, constant hurtful actions, the constant flirting with others, and all because I loved you and thought you loved me too.
Only now do I see how pathetic I was.
When they came back and spit lies about me, you couldn't have the spine to stick up for me, think on your own, think that just maybe the lies they said about me were ridiculously untrue.
The person who skipped classes with you, the person who listened to you vent, the person who bought you anything you wanted and things you never even asked for.
You decided to leave and turn on me with the flip of a coin because now, all of a sudden Im toxic and abusive...because what? because they said so?
Now Im nothing to you because Im replaced.
Replaced with someone better looking, "funny-er", and what else... blonde? Well, have fun at the little Halloween dance with your oh-so-cute matching cowboy outfits.
Disgusting.
Then again, I don't know what I expected from someone as spineless and disappointingly disloyal as you.
I hate myself for caring but who knows maybe I do deserve this. To roll in the turmoil of anger and betrayal. Afterall with all the shit I let slide,
maybe Im the spineless one.
"Wow! What is this gay shit I just read?" says the poor souls who have had to endure the first writing Ive done in a long while.
Well you, poor unfortunate souls, I went through a breakup recently and have been feeling sick as well so with my body rotting as well as my mind I decided to write this putrid poem or at least an attempt at something a litterateur would write. However, I do doubt anyone will read this to a full given the lack of attention spans that seems to be a trend as of recent
but anywho...
Whoever reads this to a full I hope your day goes well or at least more bearable. <3
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「 Bea๑ 」
loud incorrect buzzer!! i read it all! and it really sucks you have to deal with that, i hope you can get the closure you need to heal, annd also get better soon with whatever sickness it is!!
oh my god? someone's attention span who hasn't rotted into a rat turd? I love you and thank you for reading it all.
by zxmbie lover; ; Report
my attention still sucks for sure but im working on it
and of course!!!
by 「 Bea๑ 」; ; Report
get it girl, heal that attention span!!
by zxmbie lover; ; Report
staring at the wall for five entire minutes each day apparently helps, which... boring! but if it helps, it helps
by 「 Bea๑ 」; ; Report
I haven't heard of that technique LMAO. I just take a nap if I use the internet too much that day. Then when I wake up, I take a bath and try to munch and think of the stuff Ive procrastinated on that I should get done. The wall staring sounds ineffective but aye I don't know maybe it might work for you.
by zxmbie lover; ; Report
honestly it might just add to my procrastination lmao!!
by 「 Bea๑ 」; ; Report